Whoa, it's been a month without any update or posts. Well that's on me, though I know nobody actually visit this site frequently...
Anyway, just giving heads up for you who come here often (or not) hoping for some tutorials or some shit, I might post more scarcely this month. Why? here's a few reason :
1) Finishing the witcher 1 and 2, also will finish whatever game I have in my backlog that I feel want to finish it
2) Are learning some coding language though the progress is very VERY slow, so there's that
3) Social stuff, though this thing does not occur often (read : I have life too)
4) In tune with number 2, might change the blog codes. Again, this is really heavily depend on my mood
So that's all, hopefully people will still come here. Oh, and sorry if my post are rustled your jimies, gramnaz.
Thursday, 31 July 2014
Wednesday, 2 July 2014
A penny for your thought...
Hey guys, not here for more tutorial, I did promise that there will be some phun stuff here so I decided to post something phun. It's been unproductive day for me, don't know why but didn't feel like to do any work at all. Meh... probably just temporary setback. So, here is the first phun post! Enjoy it! Share but don't steal!
What if we were only living in a dream? When we woke up, only nothingness will greet us. We have no other choice but to embrace it. That thought always linger in my mind, with no answer to ease my anxiousness. Yet, I keep on moving forward, with that question in mind, ignorantly passing through the day with no end goal what-so-ever.
One day, one thing changed. A woman from my workplace - Alice her name - ask me if I'm free that night. It's something out of the ordinary that I'm loss at words. I can only shake and nod my head, responding to her answer. She will giggle each time I did that, and I'll smile nervously. We come to an agreement that on Saturday night, we'll meet up to watch a movie. That day, I felt like my deadbeat clock finally ticking.
The promised day has come, I wore my best suit, look at myself on the mirror again and again, making sure everything is perfect. Nice suit? Check. Perfume? Check. Confidence? Almost. I practiced how I will greet her when I pick her up, how I will offer her seat when we're at the theater, and how I -hopefully- will kiss her goodbye. And without realizing it, it's time to pick her up.
I ride my car to her apartment, then called her from the front desk. She showed up with a beautiful dress, but what more beautiful is her. Her eyes looks more gorgeous, her small lips colored red, her cheeks are a bit red, her hair are tied in one side and curled on the edges. When she saw me, she smiled. Oh, that's the best part of her, her smile.
Shortly after that, we're at the movies. There's only a few interesting movie, but I let her choose. Weirdly, she chooses the uninteresting one, even the genre is a mess, action romantic drama comedy thriller. Oh well, if that's her choice then so be it.
She picked the seat on the far-back. We sit there and chat for a moment before the movie starts. After half an hour of the movie, she leaned on my shoulder. That really surprises me, and I already feel nervous. Not knowing what to do, I reach out and wrap my arm around her shoulders. Now she rests her head on my chest. She looked at me and smiled, probably hearing my increasing heartbeat.
After the movie, we talked how bad that movie was and laugh it off. Then it's already late at night, I asked her if she want me to take her home, but, she said how about going to my places instead. So, we finally at my place.
We sit on the living room, and silence is our company. I tried to break the silence but can't find any conversation starter. Suddenly, our fingers met. I look at her, she shyly looked away. I man up and fit my fingers on her hands. She looked at me and I looked at her. Our face are getting closer and closer, and finaly, we kissed.
After a while, I pull back my head and look at her, she smiled. "I-is this a dream?" I asked her. She smiled again and squeeze my hand, "yes, yes it is." W-what? Did she just say yes? Suddenly, a loud noise breaks, and I woke up.
My fear comes true, it is a dream, and I'm back to nothingness. I lazily drag myself off the bed, towards the bathroom. I took a bath and prepare for work. At work, I saw her again, Alice. Is this how my life will continue? And empty dream, an vast dessert without an oasis? I let that question sink in my mind. Perhaps this is fate, perhaps it is our fate to have an empty dream. Nothingness that we had no choice but to embrace... Is it true then?
Without realizing it, I stood up. My instinct told me to refuse it. We hold our dreams on our hand, we rein over our fate. With that in mind, I muster up my courage and walk toward Alice. Today, I will change everything...
Wow, that is unexpectedly long and something lewd got thrown in between. Oh well, hope you enjoy it. This was written with a headache and random rant in between, I'll post some seriously written stories in the near future, look forward to it!
What if we were only living in a dream? When we woke up, only nothingness will greet us. We have no other choice but to embrace it. That thought always linger in my mind, with no answer to ease my anxiousness. Yet, I keep on moving forward, with that question in mind, ignorantly passing through the day with no end goal what-so-ever.
One day, one thing changed. A woman from my workplace - Alice her name - ask me if I'm free that night. It's something out of the ordinary that I'm loss at words. I can only shake and nod my head, responding to her answer. She will giggle each time I did that, and I'll smile nervously. We come to an agreement that on Saturday night, we'll meet up to watch a movie. That day, I felt like my deadbeat clock finally ticking.
The promised day has come, I wore my best suit, look at myself on the mirror again and again, making sure everything is perfect. Nice suit? Check. Perfume? Check. Confidence? Almost. I practiced how I will greet her when I pick her up, how I will offer her seat when we're at the theater, and how I -hopefully- will kiss her goodbye. And without realizing it, it's time to pick her up.
I ride my car to her apartment, then called her from the front desk. She showed up with a beautiful dress, but what more beautiful is her. Her eyes looks more gorgeous, her small lips colored red, her cheeks are a bit red, her hair are tied in one side and curled on the edges. When she saw me, she smiled. Oh, that's the best part of her, her smile.
Shortly after that, we're at the movies. There's only a few interesting movie, but I let her choose. Weirdly, she chooses the uninteresting one, even the genre is a mess, action romantic drama comedy thriller. Oh well, if that's her choice then so be it.
She picked the seat on the far-back. We sit there and chat for a moment before the movie starts. After half an hour of the movie, she leaned on my shoulder. That really surprises me, and I already feel nervous. Not knowing what to do, I reach out and wrap my arm around her shoulders. Now she rests her head on my chest. She looked at me and smiled, probably hearing my increasing heartbeat.
After the movie, we talked how bad that movie was and laugh it off. Then it's already late at night, I asked her if she want me to take her home, but, she said how about going to my places instead. So, we finally at my place.
We sit on the living room, and silence is our company. I tried to break the silence but can't find any conversation starter. Suddenly, our fingers met. I look at her, she shyly looked away. I man up and fit my fingers on her hands. She looked at me and I looked at her. Our face are getting closer and closer, and finaly, we kissed.
After a while, I pull back my head and look at her, she smiled. "I-is this a dream?" I asked her. She smiled again and squeeze my hand, "yes, yes it is." W-what? Did she just say yes? Suddenly, a loud noise breaks, and I woke up.
My fear comes true, it is a dream, and I'm back to nothingness. I lazily drag myself off the bed, towards the bathroom. I took a bath and prepare for work. At work, I saw her again, Alice. Is this how my life will continue? And empty dream, an vast dessert without an oasis? I let that question sink in my mind. Perhaps this is fate, perhaps it is our fate to have an empty dream. Nothingness that we had no choice but to embrace... Is it true then?
Without realizing it, I stood up. My instinct told me to refuse it. We hold our dreams on our hand, we rein over our fate. With that in mind, I muster up my courage and walk toward Alice. Today, I will change everything...
Wow, that is unexpectedly long and something lewd got thrown in between. Oh well, hope you enjoy it. This was written with a headache and random rant in between, I'll post some seriously written stories in the near future, look forward to it!
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